all about me!!!

The name's Jason. Simply put, i'm just an ordinary guy with dreams to live for..I do have the most wonderful of friends, my family's is just awesome, and me? Well, I'm nt too bad either..haha..The year I created this blog is my sweet 16. So, it's kinda special for me..In the very year i turned 16, an unexpected whole lot of things happened, both good and bad of course. So, if i were to tell a story about it...Wow...what a long one it would be..but a very interesting one it will be also..haha..So, enough talking..Let's start the story of a life..

Jammer

Jammer

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Valentine's Day: Colors of love

Love!
Love can be red, like the intense heat of a passionate kiss
.....the color of sweetness
.....the color of strawberries
Love can be blue, like the comfort we take in a pair of denim jeans
.....the color of strength
.....the color of perfect skies
Love can be yellow, bright and warm like the morning sun
.....like the sounds of laughters of children on the merry-go-round
.....like the sounds of fun from the boys flying kites in the open fields
Love can be green, peaceful and serene I can hear your heart beats
.....it is the feeling of a loving hand that touches a grieving heart
.....it is the whispering of trusting words to a distressing soul
Love can be orange, the loudness of it can drive you up a wall
.....it can drive you to sing like nobody is listening
.....it can drive you to dance like nobody is watching
Love can be purple, the courage we need to love bravely and unselfishly
.....the moment I first kiss you i know that i am not afraid to risk involvement
.....the day the declaration of your love for me was made known to the world

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Life Chronicles: Chapter one - An Angel

It was a cold and shivery evening down at the Great Seas in Rome, whereby a fisherman named Desmond was laying still on his diminutive wooden boat, somewhat bored and too idle. Fishing has been his daily routine for the past 18 years, and there was surely bound to be a time when a fisherman finally finds it life-devouring. Everything seemed to be the same again...A lonely boatman in the dead middle of the vast oceans, and skies starting to unfold the face of night. Everyday, Desmond would be here accompanied by a creepy and forlorn emotion, wishing that something extaordinary would finally happen.

So, he decided that on this evening, he could try something new. He held his hands together, bowed his head, closed his eyes and muttered a little prayer. He waited & waited, not opening his eyes just yet, hoping & hoping. But still, there was nothing except for the cool breeze and the sound of sea water 'flapping'.

Then, suddenly, as he unshut his eyes, he began to witness something amazing. The clear but dim skies turned extremely dark and cloudy, as if a huge downpour was on its way. But right above him, a white light, so bright and truly the most splendid he's ever seen, pierced its way through the thick layers of murky clouds and shone upon an area just a few feet before him. The tide grew bigger.Simultaneously, a glowing beam of the rainbow's colors shot down towards the surface of the waters and unraveled itself as a stony and rocky stairway leading all the way to the skies, the light. Then, something slowly appeared out of the light and, step by step, walked down to what seemed like a never ending journey. But as the figure started to aproach the bottom, Desmond could at last tell what it was. A little girl in a shimmering white dress, with brown hair and skin as soft and fair as new born babies, with a bouquet of blood red roses in her left, and most of all, wings on her back, stood before him. Anyone would know exactly what she was by then, an angel.

As she set foot on the water, she appeared to be standing on it. She scattered petals of roses all around her while gradually making her way forward towards the wooden boat. As she locked her razor blue eyes on Desmond's, a warm and soothing sensation immdiately wrapped over him. In a matter of seconds, the angel was standing firmly on the waters right before Desmonds boat.

''Hello, dear desmond. My name is Thabela (one who brings joy), and I've come to deliver a message to the people.''

Desmond, who was still dumbstruck by the incidents unfolding right before him, remained speechless. But Thabela wasted no time and suddenly, the scene of the oceans spun out. Instead, Desmond was now standing still on cold, hard ground. Only little struffs of grass accompanied the stony grounds filled with long and large cracks. He was shivering due to the misty and freezing weather. The skies were dark and gloomy. No sort of human presence was apparent. No plants, buildings, animals, mountains, oceans, nothing. Only a vast piece of land of rocky grounds. There was absolutely no sign of life in where he was. His heart was pounding fast and simultaneously, panic ran through him. So he stuttered while asking ''Where am I''?

Thabela answered ''You are where you were just a few seconds ago. Its just that things have changed. This is a 100 years later, where humans have perished, and the world deprived of its life, you are the only human being left at the moment. this is how earth will look like a few moments before it all ends. So, picture this well.''

''But why is all of this happening?'', Desmond qustioned with an innocent look on him.

''Its obivious, isn't it? Everything that's happening to this wonderful world that God created with all his will and love, earth, shouldn't be. The sins of the world are overwhelming and although God's passionate heart is so vast for forgiveness, He would have to end it all for the sake of more souls to come, for love. Currently, Earth is being tortured in a way that's just undescribable, and so when Mother Nature eventually cracks, death and misery will occur. Listen Desmond, you must deliver this message to all humans, because our Lord is giving us one last chance, one final opportinity to save our future, to save earth. Will you?''

So, he agreed. And under the instructions of Thabela, he kneeled, bowed down and closed his eyes. Thabela placed her hand on his head and closed her eyes as well. Immediately, an incredible sensation boiled from the inside of him. He was now filled with knowledge never known to him and a new growing energy. He was now 'alive'.

But when he opened his eyes, he was back on the same boat, in the middle of the same ocean, with the same surroundings. The sight of Thabela, the glowing light and the stairway, was nowhere to be seen, He couldn't believe it. But the feelings was still present though. Desmond sighed in pleasure, then turned around and prepared to head for home. But something from the corner under his tools caught his eyes and froze him. It was the sight of the same bouquet of roses Thabela was holding just now. And then a soft and calming voice spoke from the heavens. ''Don't worry, dear Desmond, you will never be alone as you have me, your guardian angel all this time''. He smiled, and returned to pack.

So, to all readers readers, why was Desmond chosen to be the messenger? haha...

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Thanks: The Dancing Club

It seems my real dreams have come true. I;m finally in the prestigious dancing club! This was something i had wanted since the start of the year, honestly. But now, i'm just working my hardest to fulfill my dreams of becoming a great dancer....Well, although really scary at times, club leader katary earns her respect, and has helped me by much. Same goes to great buddy and mentor, jack...Stefan, kevin, the cute little kid robin, irene, yvonne, madelyn, bonnie, chaisky, aerith, angela, man yee and christine, all big help...haha...Anyway, thanks to rui ru and Ms.Fung too as they have accepted me into the 'Big family'....

Friday, December 12, 2008

Reshuffle? U gotta be Kidding!!!!

Yup...Another twist in the tale. We're switching classes next year, again...Those people think our S1 bunch is too much to handle & came up with a Brilliant idea !!!(sarcastically)....Hmm...At the start of this year, as soon as I studied the name list for the S1 classes, i thought things weren't gonna be right. I thought my class won't do me any good! But I was wrong...So wrong...Cz my class turned out to be the best class anyone could offer, & i'm thankful for that..But now, they're gonna take it all away!! I really can't forgive them this time. Just when we were starting to bond, we're gonna split!! Haiz...Now what? Who knows what's gonna happen next year??...

Monday, December 8, 2008

The Final : A Lasting Nightmare?

Haiz...The final...This should be a hard one. Well, the day seemed perfect. We had awesome clothes..Simply for the occasion of coz..haha...I have to thank Moses & Darren for lending me their stuff here...Made me look Fantastic!! haha...Nvm...Anyway, I screwed up my part...The 1st part of the performance...& the rest was just down hill. The audio sucked, the lightings aweful (no offence to the workers though)...& we were all over the place...Haiz..But we stil managed to get 2nd. Seemed like a consolation to us. We knew the Grand Prize was ours for the taking, and yet, we failed, I failed, again...To make things worse, Monkey Studios stole our moves and the STTSS went to their leader too!!! I boiled up so hot, but yet, so speechless and in grief..And now, whenever i recall the occasion, i'll either punch the wall, gasp for air or shut my eyes really tight..haiz...

The Love of My Life : 11.1

It certainly has turned into the love of my life...Like a soulmate...Coz this is my very first and official dacing crew!! I actually have my very own dancing crew!! Wow...Beyond my wildest dreams...So, this is where the new 'chapter' all began. We joined the STTSS Star contest in hope of just haing some fun and maybe, just maybe, winning...Everything was goin according to plan...After the final exams, we had the whole holidays to practice & trianed. It started off real bright actually coz the crew was filled wif real fire!! Oh yea! I almost forgot. Yvonne kinda replaced claudia who was forced to instead lead the prefects, dancing...haiz...Anyway, soon, inconsistency started draining in and we were lazying here & there again..Man, could it reaaly be dejavu all over? Well, lets cut the crap & straight into the climax...We barely survived the 1st round, with the help of some horrible attire and a very small room..haha...But the semi-final was really, truly GRAND!! We just finish practicing our routines the nite before!! So, the day passed with great smiles as we rocked the stage!! haha!! Our clothes were perfect, the performance was probably 97% and we ended up the last dance representatives as well!! (special sympathy for hardstyle xenosis)...What a day!! haha...Now, the only hurdle left is, the final...

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

The 'Birth' of a Chapter

An answer to the 'Teacher's day' post..Yes, i did get the chance to redeem myself after all..My great friend, Jack, a role model for me, invited to join his crew to perform in the upcoming talent contest or, STTSS Star!! Well, of course i accepted the invite..I mean, who wouldn't? Its Jack and the crew!! nvm..My class, however were participating too..This time round, karen was just dance leader coz the title of 'Crew leader' fell to my dear friend, Be Jing...I believed & hoped everything would be different & better this time. So, the recruiting commenced...Initially, the plan was the crew to be an all girl one..So, Bonnie, 010, Christine, Madelyn, Jan Sarah, Carmen, Loi, Elaine, and of course karen & Be Jing themselves completed the crew..oh yeah, claudia too..So, the conclusion was, i was heading to jack's crew and my class another way..But one day, Be Jing asked me to join her crew!! Well, u sure? haha...So, when i knew jack wasn't joining the contest, & with some advice from Bobo, i guess my class' team was still the rite choice for me..It also caused the crew to be unique...11 girls, 1 boy..Karen told me to suggest a name for the crew, an english one..But the next day, when the name was finally confirmed, i just said WOW !! 11.1? that's just awesome..No one could have came up with a better name than that!! all credit to Karen...haha..& this is where the 'great adventure' all began...